"If I Didn't Have A Chance" - Father Makes Rap Song For His Kids | Hip Hop (prod. Depikt Beats)

This song is dedicated to my kids, your existence is my life.

Lyrics Below

Verse 1:

I wasn’t ready to be a father
Wasn’t ready to drive a van
Wasn’t able to provide
Wasn’t ready to be man

I was living day to day
With 3 kids to undertake
It was Time to focus concentrate
To make sure rent is never late

Its hard to explain
When kids are all just tikes
Ashamed because their friends
Are riding band new huffy bikes

I did the best I could
And determined to contend
Just so they could eat
No taking handouts from the fam

More time at the job
Then with the ones I truly love
Why did I go the route I did
Instead of just driving a bus

Then I might have been there
When Saigee first talked
When Maxie disappeared
When Sammie couldn’t walk

Sometimes I regret the way
I chose to start our lives
How many moments did I miss
because of overtime

I apologize
These are times I can’t deny
I want you all to know
that your existence is my life

Verse 2:

Been to urgent care
More than a hypochondriac at night
It still doesn’t match the pain inside
When I had to say goodbye

It Didn’t make it any better
I was too ambitious
I should have spent more time with you
Then worrying about my business

It wasn’t until the problems started
Piling up I had enough
I went into depression
Ended up giving up

I was Always blaming others
For ever single failure
And finally dawned on me
I only failed at being a parent

I preached every day
You gotta make a difference
But The only difference I made
Was the distance from my children

But that was gonna change
And I had a lot to prove
I knew that talk was cheap
but my action would be the truth

Committed to my family first
And I would be the guy
Up all night with homework
Making runs for school supplies

Couldn’t be more ecstatic
Even though so sleep deprived
I want you all to know
That your existence is my life

Verse 3:

Today we’re all older
And I’m proud of what you’ve done
Working to earn your keep
With no reliance on anyone

I’m thankful that I had a chance
To make the wrongs right
And I’m grateful you allowed me
To walk along your side

Now you have a younger brother
Embraced him from the start
I’m trying to be a better dad
And never fall apart

Always making the time
Even when I’m running behind
I Never miss a moment
or a wrinkle in time

I tell you what - I am not gonna lie
Every time you call or text
I smile and feel alive

Each have you have made me
The man I am today
I could be gone tomorrow
Knowing all of you are ok

Always stick together
It’s important when you fight
It will get you through the nights
When you’re gonna lose your mind

I never needed a gift
because you guys are all my prize
I want you all to know
that your existence is my life

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