CalenRaps - FINDING MY PURPOSE (Official Video)

My latest studio EP “Homesick” available 01/30 on all platforms here -
https://CalenRaps.com/Homesick

Directed - @directedbyjoel
Prod. By Deyjanbeats

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Lyrics -
Scared Of Love Scared Of Lies
Thought We Were The Perfect Pair
But Apparently U Paralyzed
U Used To Bare It All Now U Barely Care To Try
& Rarely Let Me In Your Territory Cuz U Terrified
I Swear To God
Nothing Compares To How We Shared A Vibe
Baby We Was Parallel These Other Girls Is Parasites
I Saw Your Parents & I Asked Them What Your Spirits Like
They Said Your Smile Ain’t Been Near As Bright
& Neither Has Mine
I Used To Think Things Get Easy With Time
But Now I See They Just Get Easy At Times
Like When I’m Drinking Not Thinking
Bout How Tonight U Won’t Be Sleep In My Arms
My Demons Never Really Leave For That Long
You Know I’m Striving For Perfect
But Life Is A Circus
I’m Grinding I’m Working
While Finding My Purpose
& Reasons Why I Think I’m Not Worthless
& Sometimes I Bite Off More Than I Can Chew
Probably Should’ve Been Prioritizing You

I Say I Love U With My Mouth
But My Actions Just Ain’t As Loud
Thought I Could Blow Up
While Also Holding U Down
Lonely Even When I Got Hoes & Homies Around
Searching For Those Moments We Found
They Never Appear
If I Never Was Clear
I Ain’t Want To Separate For 70 Years
Didn’t Think We’d Ever Be Here
But Here We Are

Had This Fear Of Falling In Love
Since Seeing The Marriage Of My Parents Fail
Life Is Only Fair On A Ferris Wheel & In Fairytales
Marijuana All In My Fingernails I Ain’t Faring Well
Fake Smile On My Face Afraid I Ain’t Gon Wear It Well
From Ferry Rides To Farewells
Sad Bc I’m Sober
Put Your Heart Inside A Cast
I’m So Bad As A Casanova
All I Ask Is U Don’t Smash All These Rappers I’m Passing Over
Going Backwards On My Path To Closure
No Gps
The More I Need You
You Need Me Less
Wish I Could Relive Life
Wish I Could Relieve Stress
I Get The Same Results
Bc I Repeat Steps
I Just Can’t Resist
It’s Like I Need Regrets
I Look Fine On My Surface
But I’m Honestly Nervous
I’m Searching & Searching
But Won’t Find My Purpose
& Reasons Why I Think I’m Not Worthless
& Sometimes I Bite Off More Than I Can Chew
Didn’t Know It Was Demoralizing You